I miss how happy I was before. How energetic I was during those time where I talk a lot with them guys. How accepting I was after being rejected for a love that grows. It was bright that day, like nothing was going to let me down. And having my beloved friend who stand by my side and laugh and get annoyed with me together. No matter what bother us.
I really miss that.
It's not something that you can easily turn back your time. And it was not like before. Everyday is not like before. Realizing that two guys were just sitting there and don't turn back their face anymore. And another him was seeing something that was beautiful for himself. And she who I cannot even see her vividly to talk on a new day.
I was crying inside, and I am no longer a happiest girl anymore. Maybe, one day, I will accept this and be happy again.