Asrama

Rindu pulak nak duduk asrama. Aku bukan budak asrama pun, entah macam mana sesat masuk waktu seminggu sebelum SPM. 

Tapi aku memang pernah dah masuk Asrama (sekolah kluster kecemerlangan) maaflah nak jugak cari populariti hahahaha. Itu pun sebab ade program perfect score. So I've been living in hostel on form 3 and form 5 sebab ada exam besauu. Bila kira kira, dalam dua bulan jugaklah aku pernah menginap kat asrama tu. 

Best sebenarnya asrama aku ni. Budak budak sikit. Lepastu dorm pun luas. Tandas pun besar and dalam dorm. 

Sekolah aku ni separuh budak luar separuh budak asrama so dia tak boleh la dipanggil sekolah sbp sebab dia ambik budak dalam negeri je. Which is called sekolah "Rancangan Khas"

Rasa macam nak flashback pulak. Nak cerita pengalaman yang aku ingat jela. Kalau nak cerita semua memang banyak la. Sampai esok tak habis. 

Waktu Form 3 (Program Perfect Score)

Yang aku ingat pasal dorm hujung and aras bawah. Dorm bawah katil double decker. Tapi tak kisah sangat asalkan dapat duduk dengan geng hahaha sampai cop cop bagai.

Pastu ada part yang riuh rendah sebab kucing, Aku sampai sekarang tak faham pasal kucing tu.

First, pasal kucing tu masuk dalam dorm. Peh, yang takut kucing ni la paling kelako. Sampai tak nak jejak lantai duhh

Pastu part serika kat bilik iron. Ada kucing tunggu kat luar. Yang peliknya kucing tu macam nak terkam kitorang yang kat dalam as if aku bagi contoh dia macam polis yang tengah tunggu perompak keluar.Haduii. Kitorang takut gila waktu tu. But, nasib baik ah ada geng yang telah mengalihkan perhatian HAHAHA

Waktu Form 5 (Perfect Score)

Aku rasa pancit namati waktu ni. Penat wehhh. Tidur pun asyik tak cukup T_T

So, yang aku ingat duduk kat aras tengah and semua dorm kat aras tengah bukan katil double decker except for one. 

Yang aku tak boleh lupa waktu main truth and dare. Dalam phone aku ada lagi weh video hangpa hahaha.

Bila pergi surau waktu subuh, semua pakat mengantuk tahap gaban tapi tahan je. 

Waktu Form 5 (SPM)

Ya Allah, aku bukan nak cakap apa, tapi banyak jugaklah benda yang horrible and banyak bagi impact but fun at the same time. Sebab bila lagi kau nak merasa semua tu. Contoh, waktu annual dinner asrama. Tetibe je terlibat. 

Beli makanan kat kedai cg yus

Solat berjemaah

Lari sebab kena kejar (sebab ingat kena rasuk hantu) #kamibertelekung lari macam kereta api.

Ok bye goodnight

Debaran Result SPM

Assalamualaikum brothers and sisters

It's 2.34 P.M 27 February 2016

Only a few days left until my result came out. Yet, I feel freaking nervous and sad all the time.

I am afraid because I do not want to be hopeful or giving up. 

Memang menyesal jugaklah sebab rasa macam tak dapat nak buat yang terbaik untuk kali ini. SPM kot. Banyak jugaklah yang aku tak yakin apa yang aku dah jawab. Tawakal jelah walaupun usaha aku tak ada lah sehebat mana pun. InshaAllah kalau dah rezeki alhamdulillah. 

Takut nak pergi sekolah nanti, nak jumpa kawan kawan yang dah dua bulan lebih tak jumpa. Aku sendiri taktau nak react apa waktu pergi sekolah nanti. Adui

So memang sampai sekarang aku tak buat apa apa. Kerja tak lesen pun tak. Orang banyak cakap rugi la tak buat waktu cuti ni. Emm malas ah, taktau nak cakap apa dah. Bukan keputusan aku pun. 

Aku berminat nak jadi pharmacist. Interesting dari dulu lagi bagi aku, cuma aku taktau tu bidang apa hahaha sekarang dah faham. Kalau nak jadi pharmacist ni banyak orang cakap kena terer subjek Chemistry. Alhamdulillah Chemistry aku boleh la sikit sikit. And aku minat subjek chemistry walaupun susah. Sebab suka tengok bahan bahan kimia.

 

Menjadi pharmacist ni bukanlah senang aku rasa. Kena rigid and sangat careful bila nak buat ubat or apa apa. Pasal buat buat ubat ni lah aku suka. Because being pharmacist is not going to make people feel pain. Just create medicine to cure them. While being a doctor and other health care profession, you must face all patients and I am not that kind of people that can bear to see them in pain. I will cry and feel sympathy. But what I know pharmacist, doctor, nurse and others health care carriers are needed for each other. 

Entahlah, aku punya perasaan menyesal tu sampai sekarang tak hilang hilang. Aku menyesal sebab tak study sampai score especially for AddMaths. Teringin nak rasa dapat A. Malu dengan kawan kawan tak dapat nak membanggakan parents. Sometimes I want to cry because I cannot give my best and always dissappointing people around me especially my parents. 

Recommended website

Assalamualaikum and hye there :)

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Don't worry you don't have to download anything. But you have to click on the video because it does not play automatically as you open it.

Watch anime here

I prefer to watch korean drama here Korean Dramas . But I rarely watch korean dramas, so I didnt know what's the best website to watch them.

On youtube, if you are kind of bored. You can try watch this channel :

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That's all. If anything just ask me

Some tips for speaking fluently

I found this on a website and feel like want to share some of it. Enjoy

While speaking

1. Think aloud

If you are thinking “That’s a difficult question”, “I’ve never really thought about that before”, “I’m not sure that I could even explain in my own language” or “I really don’t know what my answer to that question is”, then that is exactly what you should say. Not only does following this tip fill silence, but you’ll often find that by the time you’ve finished saying that initial thought you’ve actually thought of at least some way of answering the question. Similar things that pop into people’s heads and should probably then pop straight out of their mouths include “I was following the question up until…”, “I don’t really know where to start” and “What part of the question should I answer first?”

2. Start speaking, then think about what you are going to say

This is related to thinking aloud above and to learning sentence starters, mentioned below. Phrases which can start lots of sentences and are long enough to give you thinking time include “In my limited experience,…”, “I have generally found that,…”, “From my point of view,…”, “I don’t have any strong views about this one way or the other, but…”, “Off the top of my head,…”, “My initial answer would be…” and “The first thing that springs to mind is…”

3. Fill silence

This is related to the two things above but is a much easier thing to keep in mind – fill all silence with something or the other, even it is just sounds like “um” and “err”,  extending some words while you think of others (“It was kiiiiiiind of aaaaa…”), echoing back the question or statement that you are responding to, or commenting on it before you make your own contribution (“That’s a difficult/ an unusual/ an interesting question”, etc).

4. Send the turn back

This is really only an emergency measure that could interfere with developing your fluency if you use it too much, but one way of avoiding uncomfortable silences is to ask something to the other person to give yourself time to think of what you want to say. The most natural way of doing this is to check the meaning of their question or previous statement with questions like “I’m not sure what… means”. This can be done fairly naturally even if you do understand what they want from you if you use questions to double check like “Do you mean…(or…)?”, “Are you asking me…?”, “Just to double check,…” and “So, if I understand you correctly you want to know…” As long as you don’t use it too much, you can also get people to answer their question before you have to, with questions “Can you give me an example of what you mean?” and “How would you answer that question?” There are also a few common answers that naturally send the turn straight back like “Doesn’t everyone?” and “Do you really need to ask?”

5. Use words from your language, then explain them

A lot of people get stuck when they think of a word in their own language which they can’t (quickly) translate into English. The easiest way around this is to mention the word in your own language and then explain it using phrases like “I don’t know how to say it in English but in my language we say ‘….’, which means something like…” and “There is an expression in my language ‘…’ which is something like…”

6. Use vague language

Native speakers often give themselves thinking time by saying things like “something like”, “or something like that”, “I suppose”, etc, even when in fact they are fairly or very sure about what they are saying. Other useful phrases to do this with include “I guess”, “more or less”, “You could say”, “I’d probably say” and “or so I’d imagine”. You can also use vague language like “thing” and “stuff” when you could get stuck on a word that you don’t understand, and there are more colourful versions of these like “thingy”, “thingamabob”, “thingamajig” and “whatsit”. You can also do the same for people’s names with phrases like “Whatshisname”, “that guy” and “you know the guy”.

7. Give provisional answers

One way to prompt yourself to speak before thinking too much is to always remember that you can change your mind later. Useful phrases when this might be the case include “Off the top of my head,…”, “The first thing that springs to mind is…”, “As far as I remember,…”, “I’ll check if this is really true but…” and “I’ve got the actual information elsewhere but…” These are useful sentence starters for filling silence and getting you speaking even when you aren’t likely to change your mind, but if you do you can add phrases like “Wait a minute” and “Come to think of it”.

8. Really prioritise fluency while speaking

It’s incredibly difficult to improve fluency and other things at the same time, so if you really want to improve how quickly and smoothly you speak, you have to put other things on the backburner. This particularly means not concentrating on accuracy, be that accurate grammar, perfect pronunciation, getting the level of politeness exactly right, or saying exactly what you mean to say. With the exception of the kinds of language that are mentioned as useful in this article like sentences starters and vague language, you will also need to (temporarily) forget about using more complex language and things you’ve just learnt and have been desperate to try out, instead trying to use language you already know well to explain more or less what you want to say.

9. Accept other weaknesses

This is another way of putting the point above. If you are going to speak more smoothly than usual, it will inevitably lead to grammar mistakes, more L1 interference in your pronunciation, less complex vocabulary, etc, so just accept that and work on those another time when they become your priorities.  

10. Use the language you know to say what you can

… rather than trying to explain exactly the ideas in your head. At the most extreme level this can include agreeing when you really have the opposite opinion just because agreeing is easier or saying “It’s something like an English bungalow” when you know it isn’t that much like it at all (if a more accurate description doesn’t really matter).

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