Yes, he was

For all the moments that we had,

I do enjoyed those moments,

I really do.

End of Sem 2

Oh my God, finally tinggal lagi dua paper. Stress gila, hahaha sebab susah ok susah. Hm my result nanti taktau la nak cakap macam mana. 2 paper left to go; CPT115, CPT111 and then RAYAAA😍😆

Apa apa pun, aku sentiasa harapkan yang terbaik walaupun cw aku semua cam tak memuaskan. Lepas tu harapnya dapat desa laaa. Malasnya nak fikir banyak benda. Hmm 

Forgetting

Yesterday, I told myself, yeah this is the time to forget what I feel. You are going to be fade from my mind little by little. There is nothing to be awkward for. Not anymore. I’m going for the next person to slowly forgetting you and this feeling☹️😊

You

Yeah, thank you for not making things awkward🍁

For the 100 times

I don't know how to describe this. Am I falling for someone again? I was happy when someone treated me so nice. I was a fool to like someone that got so many admirers. Is it okay that I like him when we are just friends, we talk like friends, we smile like friends.

I don't like myself when I fall deeper day by day. It's too hard for me. I shouldn't make any steps before. I shouldn't see him at first. I shouldn't fall in love with him at first sight. I lost.

How am I going to hide my feelings, when I will see him always after this. I'm sorry heart, I burden you a lot. You need to be strong and pretend a lot. You need to stop beating fast as you see him. Let's do this.

Gunung Tahan 2018, My First Time on G7

Hello, rise and shine😁

4 April until 7 April I went hiking at Gunung Tahan, Taman Negara Merapoh, Pahang. It was legit tired and fun to be honest. Reminder, you really need to prepare physical and mental. The track was super thrilling and you need to rush if you don't want to arrive at the campsite at night.

 I was exhausted near Kem Bonsai, that I feel my stomach was empty. Arrived at the campsite and after eating I vomit lolll😔. Next morning I couldn't make it to the peak of Mount, because I was really 'mabuk' and absolutely having any energy. I don't get my solo pictures up there. That was embarrassingly sadd

They all are awesome. Very kind and supportive. I'm sorry I couldn't make it to the peak myself. Missing them hard after this.

This was the night view at the peak campsite. It was incredibly amazing. Like countless stars to be gazing at. I feel so calm 😍

Break some moments

"Sometimes you need to heal yourself"

I'm in love with these pens. Although it cost 😭

Just randomly finding quotes XD

My friends in uni and my lovely mom 💓

Yeay

First time on Bukit Jambul 😄

I was in second semester

Somehow it was hard for me to accept things. But I just keep on continue living. Because my journey does not stop here. I have something to achieve. I was happy living here, but I don't study well.

How could I give up since, this is the thing that I want at last. It was momentous and amazing being here. How can I be sad. I just want to do the best. The best is comforting.

Ideal type

Hi, since I'm bored af, so I want to list out what are the ideal type of me at 20yo.

1. Beriman or might say love Allah.

2. Great in socializing, meaning in good terms.

3. Humorous person

4. Sweet and matured(cool)

5. Steady and not too hyper

6. Having same interests as mine😍  

7. Having good communication skill

8. Know how to console me sebab aku senang merajuk dan jealous

9. Supportive !

10. Good looking and higher than me