For the 100 times

I don't know how to describe this. Am I falling for someone again? I was happy when someone treated me so nice. I was a fool to like someone that got so many admirers. Is it okay that I like him when we are just friends, we talk like friends, we smile like friends.

I don't like myself when I fall deeper day by day. It's too hard for me. I shouldn't make any steps before. I shouldn't see him at first. I shouldn't fall in love with him at first sight. I lost.

How am I going to hide my feelings, when I will see him always after this. I'm sorry heart, I burden you a lot. You need to be strong and pretend a lot. You need to stop beating fast as you see him. Let's do this.

Gunung Tahan 2018, My First Time on G7

Hello, rise and shine😁

4 April until 7 April I went hiking at Gunung Tahan, Taman Negara Merapoh, Pahang. It was legit tired and fun to be honest. Reminder, you really need to prepare physical and mental. The track was super thrilling and you need to rush if you don't want to arrive at the campsite at night.

 I was exhausted near Kem Bonsai, that I feel my stomach was empty. Arrived at the campsite and after eating I vomit lolll😔. Next morning I couldn't make it to the peak of Mount, because I was really 'mabuk' and absolutely having any energy. I don't get my solo pictures up there. That was embarrassingly sadd

They all are awesome. Very kind and supportive. I'm sorry I couldn't make it to the peak myself. Missing them hard after this.

This was the night view at the peak campsite. It was incredibly amazing. Like countless stars to be gazing at. I feel so calm 😍