I took a deep breath. My mood was terribly lost somewhere because I can't even draw a fake smile on my face. I was barely nothing to him..
The lesson will start by 5 minutes on, yet he still didn't came. The tutor came in and start teaching. He appeared suddenly as soon as 10 minutes of lesson passed by. There was no any remorse drawn on his face. The class ended and I just went out without looking at him not like usual.
He called my name a few times. I pretend as a deaf girl and keep walking without looking back. Then, someone stabbed my hand from behind. It's him.
"Um, no actually I have a favor. Can you please sent me the assignment you have did. I know you must have finished it already. So, how about you send me, because the final date was tomorrow. And I don't even start anything yet. Don't worry I will not copy yours. I will change a little, but please I need the copy of yours as soon as possible."
My mouth was muttered, it's like something was burning and keep burning.
My reaction driving him nuts. "Hey, do you hear me actually or you don't want to help me?"
Pap! A sudden slap was on his face. My hand did that without my consciousness. I ran away.
Then, I bumped into Brenda and we seat in one cafe. She forced me to say everything that in my mind because on these few days, I don't smile a lot like before. She said I look empty.
I explained to her, and before I can finish a sentence, my tear drops. I was kinda horrible that time.
I just realize one biggest thing that I should realize from the beginning. He's not even a good friend of mine. I was used. And it's really breaking to know that, at first I had a very nice bonding with him. Now, he was disappear. The guy that I used to know was not here anymore.
Turns out, I saw him dating someone without telling me that he already has a girlfriend. Not even a hint. It was before the class start when I saw him with the girl.
That's when I realize he was drowning in love until he forget me that I was his friend. A loyal friend that would always be.
And who knows I was barely nothing to him..