In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful



18 November 2016

Break

Let me describe this//

I wake up in the morning pushing my blanket out and look at the phone. It was 6.47 o'clock. One sem officially end. The thing that I have been waiting all along this hectic time in matriculation. It's not hectic but also horrible. 

But, I look for her and she's not on her bed. I stand up and wearing my 'tudung' to go back to my room. She's actually sleeping beside my friend. At that moment I can feel that she is really leaving us. Not by weeks or days anymore. She's leaving. 

We had some breakfast, and just act like nothing is happened. Then we all go back to our room for packing up. 

About 9.45 a.m. Puteri called. I'm coming to them with a very calm face.

As soon as I reach the door, it's something that I've never used to feel. Everyone is looking down. I had the strength but it was vanished once I saw Puteri's dropping her tear. I drop my body on the bed and look down just like they did.

There are no sound except the sound of pulling and pushing the locker, zipping those bags and our sobbing in the air. 

The memory came out one by one. The first day we know each other. The big laughter we had. The silly and embarrassing moment that tickled us. How I wait for you and how you reserved the port in the lecture. I will never have this anymore. 

It's not about chemistry, it's about what we have put in this friendship. There's a lot thing more to do with you. 
Thank you from the bottom of my heart to my deary classmate. I love you friend ❤ Ada