What I know about the difference was my confidence. I seriously have confidence just as having high self esteem. I don't know how it works out. It started from my azam while I was entering the college life. "I wanna change", "I want to be someone that people know and noticed" . I can't remember but, just like that. Maybe I've got to meet new friends and I think if I change nobody would know that I'm really outstanding. They will just thought that was the real of myself.
Totally wrong 😂. I am not like that. I was lack of confidence. I was shaking. I think I was ugly and has a dark skin. Too short. Overthinking too badly that I simply can't say a word. There was once, in a big hall, full of students, I was shaking as soon as he wants to pick a random student to answer his question. He didn't choose yet but I was a freak out as he noticed that I was trembling there. Everyone looks at me. LOL💦
But, if now and so on after this, I am barely sure that I am steady to face people and crowd. Shaking and sweating is just normal. But, the face must full of chill. No need to feel people laughing at you, just be deaf towards negativity.👊
Practice your loudness. Honestly until now I am not so good at speaking in front of big crowd. My voice shaking! although I didn't want to. Well, that just how it is because you are not familiar to those situation and you need to beat it. Challenge yourself. I only think about that. And when you're done, you're gonna feel like you did the most people can't do yet. Believe me😎
See you again, excited for USM😁