In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful



13 October 2013

Accepting

Bismillahirahmanirahim.
Assalamualaikum ;)

Afraid. I'm afraid to lose you. I know there will no more laugh, no more nonsense, no more crazy, no more hugs, no more sulk, no more no more to see you. But there will still if  we still stay together. If we are not meant together more, I try to accept it. It's fate. I can't change anything. But, you must know that I always miss you even we are not together anymore. 

I hope that you too. Don't forget all our moments especially me. I hope that you still the same person that I used to know when I meet you again. Every one is chasing the success for their life. I won't mind cause I  also did it too. I don't know whether I can stay strong when each of us is leaving. Burst of tears maybe. I'm sorry  for whatever I had done for you. 

It is our choice. So we have to sacrifice it. It's for our future. When I'm not with you anymore, I hope you still remember, love and miss me. I wish good luck for you. Be independent cause I'm not there to help you, to console you, to accompany you anymore. I know we don't get the result yet. I wanna prepared and reming for myself. You don't even know that I have cried before because I know we will meet that moment.